Life stuck with your sweet disposition, I can almost forget all the fear to be alone. Something like feel like home somehow. You told me about your past thinking your future with me. I've being positive along the way, I am working all the flaws of mine, I am shading the disguise, I am cleaning up my act, I am trying to improve everytime thing goes wrong. I have been these way for years, feels that life will always be okay when you are around. I use to think one day we tell the story of us about how we met and how the sparks magically flew instantly and people would say "They're the lucky ones". All of sudden, its weird when all the simple complication and miscommunications fall-out and you were doing your best to avoid me for hiding the truth. So many walls I can't break through. It was the time I scared to see the ending, I don't why were we pretending when this it was obviously nothing and I was dying to know that it was killing you like it was killing me. It's funny when you were just disappear like a coward. Well, big applause for that, it works very well. Never want to left me, but you were leaving without any goodbyes because there was another girl beside me. All I can say to God now is I never fail to be sincere in my feelings and I hope it's enough to remind you of my innocent cause you will remember it all too well. I don't want you to regret and I never regret I have known you, I just want you to not do the same mistake. I am glad for all the lies you threw so casually cruel for me cause it makes me stronger than I ever thought. You just the guy I never thought you gonna be that guy I think. I know time won't flies back, I like to be my old self again but I am still trying to find it. In conclusion, I am living in my nightmare. I guess I don't have the happy ending in fact you are just another tragedy for me.
The end.