I knew it. I hate this place at first. Why not, I never feel that stressed before. My own old unconfidentt self has died there. That camp completely had change me. I think now I know, it worth my life. I mean my whole life :) I miss the people on there now. I never found the kinds of friends like them before. I never used to express the whole truth feeling inside me to other people. But, with them, I spread it all. Before this, I never cried infront of people even my family, but there I cried alot :'( I found myself there. If I could have a wish. I wish I can be there now. :( I miss u mesapolian :(