Long were the night when my days once revolve around u, counting my footsteps praying the floor won`t fall through again~ My mother accused me of losing my mind, But i swore I was find. You paint me a blue sky & go back & turn it to rain. And I lived in ur chess game but u changed the rules everyday. Wondered which version of u i might get on the phone, tonigh:? Well I stop picking up & this song is to let u know why..... Dear [....], I see it all now that ur gone, don`t u think I WAS TOO YOUNG TO BE MESSED with the girl in the dress cry the whole way home. I SHOULD`VE KNOWN ~~ maybe its me & my blind optimism to blame. Maybe its u & ur sick need to give love & take it away. & u`ll add my name to ur long list of traitors who don`t understand. Well I looked back in regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as u can! Dear [....] I see it now it was wrong, don`t u think I WAS TOO YOUNG TO BE PLAYED BY UR DARK TWISTED GAME when I love u so, I should`ve known .. You are an expert at sorry & keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing ur tests. All the girl that u run dried have tired, lifeless eyess cos u burnt them out.. But I took ur matches before fire can catch me so don`t look now. I`M SHINING LIKE FIREWORKS OVER UR SAD, EMPTY TOWN