"Our living last destination in this world is death". That's for sure for every human being. People live the world for leaving the world when it is the time. Some may left early, some not. But it everyone's destiny that Allah had wrote for every single person he created. I'm saying this not because I am strong enough to face someone's death. But I can't just keep quiet & say nothing when someone is facing this thing. At least I am not being selfish & I wish I have my strong best words to motivate them. Even I know, when I am facing the same thing, I'm gonna be the most weak person. Last few months we've been talked a lot about his grandmother. Then last two weeks, in our conversations he told me she'd getting in the ward again. It was the second time she got into hospital but this time was different, she was fighting for her sickness more toughly. But no one knows, she passed away yesterday. And for the very first time, I experienced that he was being this really sad. Since last night, he always said he missed her. He told me that woman had been take care for him & his siblings since just a baby. I'm getting stuck & cold when he on his way to pick her grandma at the hospital & said "Terbayang sdh nenek dalam kereta jenazah ni wee". I don't know what to say. I try my best to give a respond to make him calmed. Just a few hours ago, he texted me again ..
" Afiq: B rindu nenek wee
Me: Dy nda mau tu kamu sdih2..
Afiq: Dy masuk wad, b xprna pun p tngo dy
Me: Tadi b ada tngk dy ?
Afiq: Ada, b cium tangan dy, cium pipi dy, dahi dy....."
And this make my all tears go down. It was hard tough day for him. I've been expecting him will not going to be this weak no matter what happens. But. I'm wrong. He still has such beautiful heart and I'm speechless :') anyway, people who's leaving will never come back again. What past is past. Live, keep moving on and ...
