Time turns flame to ambers, u`ll have a new chapter tomorrow,no need to worries, cause God will always they for u.

I know,
Sometimes, there`s a problem that u couldn`t handle with
Where u used to confused with,
to scared with,
& makes urself unnoticed with pain,
cause u immune with it.
If u were here we laugh about the simple non joke story
but in mind, u struggle with something worst thing ever.
Seems like everything was wrong,
It`s rain when u stay & it`s rain when u gone
there`s nothing I can do for u unless give u faith for this road.

There`s always someone who dissaproves,
they`ll judge like they know about me & u,
when the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do,
the jurys out, but..
my choice is you ..
I don`t mind, with ur choice.
it`s up to u, I will not stop u ..
Cos that is the best thing
I ever known on urself, that u make ur own choice.

But when it becomes true
perhaps the dark bitter soul will stay a while with me
that`s all I got, tryin` to be stronger than before.
But when it vice versa,
maybe the thing just pass by on me
I don`t wanna act to fool,
don`t wanna look confuse,
If I let u know about the way I feel,
It will give u more problem
So I keep in lock inside,
& imagine this were fairytale.

It`s not there to speculate, if this this is wrong.
If my heart was a compass u`d be north,
If my heart was a house u`d be home,
& any knock remarks from my father about u,
we`ll be ignore, cause my heart is you :)
But, there I was again every single days,
forcing laugther, faking smile.
I never heard silence quiet this loud ..