Okay ! now here the stuff.

I wanna wrote about my first loved :) people said first love was always be remembered,

Yea no wonder, first love was such a nice and wonderful experience. but, since times getting worst it also still be a nice experience of mine.

It such a silly things I have in my life. weird.

Do not says his name. Hes a good guy. but the worst think I dont like about him was, he always pretend like a poor guy when something getting undone. y we have to be a FAKE ?

haizz I dont really get him that way. Oh ya, I leave him first. I don't want to lie to myself for keep loving him. So, the best way is break the relationship. =.= huhu

there was the main thing I am 100% sure to leave him. its about friend and boyfriend. Between friend and boyfriend, FRANKLY!! to be exact, I would choose my friend :] one of my old bestfriend love him behind my mind. She doesn't know that I know she loved him. So, I leave that guy for her. Then, she wasn't to talk to me anymore. :( its really hurt me more than broke up with my boyfriend .. its hurt me damn much! till now, there were still a loving couple. yaa, I'm glad with that, coz I think I made a right decision for leaving him for her :]

first love : 3 years ago