11/11/2010

14.59 pm

Thursday......

Yet today I feel so bad. Bad then the others day..

I had feel this way for a week. I'm lost! I losing my mind. I was like "empty". .__. .

sometimes I feel that I wanna give up with everything done here.

I am not stress or worry something for my coming SPM, but the last few days I was just kept thinking about my friends.

I mean friend not all my friends. I really feel empty empty empty now.

I wanna show it to everyone, but I can't!

this is me! I'm Gemini, then Gemini loves to keep a secrets. But listen,, keeping this secret is too hard for me. I created this blog becoz of my feeling like this. I created this blog fully with sadness, lonely, useless, unhappy inside and LOST!

sometimes I feel really scared. I feel like I am losing my life, i don't why I have to feel this way.

"Losing my friends is like I'm gonna going to losing my soul"

Frankly, I become a happy girl becoz of my friends. Can u all think that how hard for being happy when inside I was DIED :?

This is really hard. I suggest all Gemini, please don't have a bestfriend from the god created call " boy "

U gonna get really hurt like I feel before, yeap I know maybe Gemini was sensitive person.

but the angry feeling doesn't plant too long.

IM DIED

IM LOST
IM EMPTY
IM USELESS...